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Name: vianca
Country: Philippines
Metro: Manila
Birthday: 5/20/1988
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Friday, December 04, 2009

don't. just don't.

Just because I can and you can't does not mean you have to pretend that you also can in order to be able to say that you're at par. No one really cares about that, so don't try being someone you're not. Just don't. 

I used to remember what my lola would say every now and then just to keep our feet planted on the ground, "Hindi porke't kayo niyong makipagsabayan dapat na kayong mamili ng mga kaibigan na nakakasabay rin."

I don't choose my friends based on the signature clothes they own, or how many pairs of expensive shoes they have, how fancy their dinner is, where they spend their vacations, or even how big they spend. For all I care they can wear clothes from Zarah or from any ukay-ukay, buy shoes from Nine West or from Marikina shoe expo, have dinner at Circles, Spiral, 7Corners, Heat or any nearby turo-turo, spend Christmas in New York, USA or New York, Cubao, and spend a whole lot or simply window shop inside the mall.

Even my mom would keep things real for me and my sister when she feels like throwing in a line or two in our direction, "Kung kaya, sige lang. Pero 'wag mong yakapin ang hindi mo kaya." And really, some things are just way beyond the sound of *kaching*

You don't have to prove yourself.


Tuesday, December 01, 2009

the secret

DISCLAIMER: You will not understand a thing or two from this post.

Just another random musing.

I wonder how it would feel like to change your facebook status from "single" to "in a relationship." I bet people would leave a long trail of comments, either asking you about the who and the how or simply giving you their "congratulations!" "finally!" and whatnot.

That was completely random. I was not trying to drop hints or whatsoever, dear friends.

Anyway, moving on, I think I have a secret. A secret I could never tell. Save for my best friend though, he knew even before I admitted it face on. Lalalalala. No one knows except for Carlo, me, and if I'm not just mistaken, there's probably another person in the know. Hopefully.

Carlo: "'Wag mong isipin ang iba! Think of yourself this time, it's not naman your fault. Please don't mess this one up!"

I actually don't want to mess this one up, but, there's always a big BUT. Yeah, just that, BUT. Reasons, reasons, reasons.

"Drop the word and I'll drop the rest..."


Wednesday, November 25, 2009

never fail

If there's one thing I know I can trust about myself, it's my instinct. One way or another everything will flow according to it, or near it, at the very least.

But this time, I'm not so sure about it anymore. Not because I've proven it wrong or anything close to that, in fact, I'm scared I might be trekking along the right course. I was never one to assume, I wait for the unfolding of the bigger picture, and well, this one just shouts R-E-A-L, but then again, not everything real should be accepted. There's a part of me hoping it's nothing but a figment of my imagination, but there's a bigger devil-may-care part of me hoping it's as real as the air I breathe.

I don't ask questions just for fun, you know.

"The eyes speak so much more."


Thursday, November 19, 2009

so far

So good Not so bad. 2nd shifting grades are out. I messed up quite well. But at least, it's not enough to make me panic just yet. Hohum hohum.

Preventive Medicine
1st shift: 87
2nd shift: 83

Anatomy
1st shift: 83.2
2nd shift: 81.6

Physiology
1st shift: 81.6
2nd shift: 79.4

Histology
1st shift: 86
2nd shift: 83

Biochem
1st shift: 79.5
2nd shift: 75.4

75% is the passing mark. As you can see, Biochem almost didn't make it through, thank God for SGD's and laboratories!

MAGIS mode was in fluke mode last shifting, but this shift, I swear, it's back on track!


Thursday, November 12, 2009

because i'm procrastinating

No classes tomorrow, but since I'm trying to turn on the MAGIS button, I MUST STUDY before going to bed. Still tamad to do so though. So here, I'll blog some lines that made me smile in a different kind of way instead.

Karlo: Paano tayo makaka-move on niyan? *in a very serious note*
Referring to the cubicle next to our old facilitator's new cubicle.

I already miss Dra. M.E. Santos. Our new faci finished our entire SGD in 15 minutes when usually, we'd spend over an hour if that's MS. Hmp. HAHAHA.

Ernest: Crush mo si Joshua noh?
Me: What?
Joshua: *out of nowhere* Oo, matagal ko nang alam na may gusto sakin si Vianx!
D! I know I used to tease you about it, but nooooooo. ALL YOURS.

Jace: Boto ako kay "Sergio."
Me: Huh? Boto ka? Akala ko ba dati...
Jace: Oo, kay Joshua boto ako, pero never kay Charm!
May galit ka, Jace?

Come to think of it, Jace never pushed for Adrian, that was just probably my imagination and Jace's usual perky self no matter what the situation is, that made me think differently. 

BUT REALLY, I MUST STUDY NOW.

ttfn.



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